Capturing elusive thoughts with the tip of a pencil

Capturing elusive thoughts with the tip of a pencil

Monday, June 17, 2013

The Silent World (Intro)

         Adrian lurched awake, breathing in as if submerged underwater for the last minute. He reached up to touch his face, small beads of sweat collecting and melting against his fingertips. Why was this happening now? Why after so long? He moved to get out of bed, his hand coming down on brown, crusted sheets. Strings of pus and sticky orange jelly trailed against the backs of his legs as he swung them free, placing his feet firmly on the ground. Heavy, warm breath licked the back of his neck, but he did not turn around. Instead he looked down to see that his carpet had been replaced with a writhing mass of spider and centipede legs. He closed his eyes and took a slow breath out. The tip of a cold nose traced his spine from the base of his neck to his hairline.
            “I thought we were done with this,” he said aloud. He stood, doing his best not to shake or tremble. The little legs tickled beneath his feet and between his toes and he shuffled through them to reach the bathroom. He flipped on the light and grabbed either side of his sink, staring at his reflection in the mirror. The black marble was cool between his hands, and he tried to focus all of his attention on the sensation. He suddenly felt a firm, uniform pressure in both of his arms as if someone were blowing them up with a bicycle pump. “I’m not doing this,” he said, maintaining eye contact with himself. “Goddamn it, I’m not doing it.” He felt small incisions being made on his ankles. Many of the legs on the floor had found their bodies, and they were making cuts in his ankles so they could crawl up just beneath the surface of his skin. He felt lumps of various sizes making their way up towards his knees. Gritting his teeth, he looked down. The sink drain was open, and fingers were inching out like cockroaches fleeing the sewer. Gripping the edge of the sink harder, the pressure in his arms continued to increase.
            How long until sunrise? Looking through the mirror, he saw the reverse image of 3:26 on his bedside table. Only a couple of hours. The two green dots winked at him, knowing.

            Little Henry Warner sat on a stool out by the shed,
            He melted Mama’s clock,
            Watching it all day, listening to “tick-tock, tock-tick”
            Of cogs and wheels, chalky with dust
            And Mama’s powdered face.


His arms had swollen to the point that every pore had a puffy ring around it, each one butting up against the next, their centers starting to dilate. He put his elbows on the cool, black marble and clutched his temples between his hands. There was now no place on his legs that something was not crawling under with tittering, rhythmic footsteps. He raised his head, meeting his own gaze with wide, angry eyes. He saw in the mirror that white, fleshy heads were crowning in the center of the swollen circles all over his arms: maggots. Wriggling in reaching, twitching motions, first one then the next freed itself from his pores as if they had gnawed themselves into the open air from some central nest within him. He may have been screaming as his fist flew at the mirror before him, shattering both his knuckles and the glass in a mess of shards and blood, but within the dark halls of his empty Wisconsin home, certainly no one else would have been aware of it.